01whitewolf

August 16th i will be moving to college *sighs* yes i will have internet all the time and will be able to post things a lot more. I have gotten a lot better at drawing. Still I must admit something, i seem to be star struck for a guy that doesn't exist. Kiba. I wish i could meet some one like him in real life. *grumbles* not like that will happen around here. In this town anime is sort of frowned upon. Well it doesnt matter some day I will be an animator. I would also like to add that i got a dog, hes amazing and now i dont feel so alone. thanks to everyone who supports me. *smiles slightly*

starting in august i will be going to college.  I will then have WiFi every day so i will be on every day. Unfortunately, my bio dad is suffering from liver cancer. I dont know if he can stand life much longer. My dad loves panthers so i am in the process of drawing a panther tattoo for him with my name and signature. i will also be graduating from high school soon, lifes getting a lot more challenging and i just hope i can keep up.

i dont know what to do. My grampa died from cancer a couple days ago. im trying to pull through with my art but i am getting made fun of. They are right i guess. i mean i dont have a teacher or special art supplies. *sniffles* I cant afford any of that right now. my medical bills are adding up. Im in alot of physical pain. i try and draw my best with little help im failing. My drawings are not amazing or breath taking. they dont even qualify for a scholarship..... and i want to be an animator? some times i dont feel like i can even make it out there in the world.